♥ Meilleur Ami, S'il Vous Plait ?
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
For you who don't understand, my title means "Best Friends, Please ?" in french. so of course this post is going to be about a best friend. after i read Jazel's blog, it kinda hit me, hard. then she told me to write it down. so thats what i'm going to do.I've had a few bstfrnds in my life. my first, was a boy in tadika but we ended up in different primary schools. then, a girl from std 1 to std 3 bt we went to different classes and she became a prefect while i became a troublemaker. then, in std 3, i met my longest bstfrnd to date. by this year, we've been bstfrnds for 5 years. we've had fights but they were the petty kind people tend to forget. and we did. but growing up and high school changed all that. we went into different classes, obviously making different friends. but we did promise each other to meet up at breaktime. the promise, we kept. after a while i started hanging out with my new frnds and her. they accepted her easily bt it took her a while.But after a while, she started to say things behind my back. bad things. like, "i was a bitch for ignoring her for my new frnds". "i changed for the utmost worst". of course i'm hurt as hell by this. because i dnt ever recall me leaving her as much as she left me. and if i changed for the worst why wouldnt she tell me to my face. but being me, i kept quite. then one day in school, she shouts at me in front of evrybody. saying i'm irritating, that i'm a bitch and a hor. i didnt knw what to say so i just kept quite. i'm not the kind that cries but when you hear your bstfrnd say stuff like that. you tend to hurt, alot. so when i went home, i cried. but being me it wasnt much. after that everything went back to normal. i kept my mouth shut for at least another year.This year started out all right, we ended up in different classes again. but somehow we tried to make it better. but it never worked. after a while, i started avoiding her. i knew it was wrong but at the time it was all i wanted to do. soon, she noticed this and we finally had the biggest fight. i knew it wouldnt be the same after that. we'd still be friends but not anything like what we used to be.so to you,i'll miss you,and the times we had,when i had yr back,and you had mine,when we'd beat up the boys together,when we finally fell,and to you,i ask for forgiveness,for the times i wasnt there,and for the times i let you down,to you,i forgive you,wether you want it or not,but i'll miss you.au' revoir meilleur ami
♥ Schools Out For the Summer !
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Well, its been quite some time since the last time i wrote. n school has ended since then. me,Vee, Shasha, Ariff, n Lee spent our lst day at Pizza Hut then we went to swim at the club. loads of fun, bt a lil tiring at the end. nowadays im a lil more free. going where i wnna go without my parents making a fuss. im also kinda busy with this story i've been working on for at least a month. n im also back to writin my poems.
Kak Leya's wedding is edging closer and evryone is even more stessed out than ever before. i'd hate to imagine the week of the wedding itself. the invitations hve gone out. bt nt yet to my friends. n its been real odd seeing my sisters name on all the cards. i dnt think i've taken the fact in yet. it's kinda sad. i think i'll probably be crying mase the nikah. hehe. i hope nt bawling bt jst a few tears here n there. eventhough she's a bitch and a half, i still love her. kakak doh.
prom pn da dkat. i still dnt hve a dress. hehe. i sound so, nt me. anyways, i've invited guys from all over wilayah. from shah alam to subang to ampang. haha. cn u imagine. thn on prom yana's gnna sng with edy's band n i jst cnt wait. yana cn sng ok. n edy's band rocks socks. n all me abgs r gnna be there. n we'll be dancin. wuu !
and PMR next year !
seriously freaked out. im nt the smart type. more like the having fun type.
oh well, i still hafta try. dammit !
here's a sng.
lebih dari apa pun,
satu orang pun yg tahu,
meskipun kau hanya,
au' revoire amour