♥ To Ku Azfarhadi
Monday, October 27, 2008
YOU NO LONGER OWN ME !
it's a good thing you know your a piece of shit.
i won't have to repeat it to you.
♥ A Tribute
Sunday, October 26, 2008
This is a tribute to one of the strongest women i know. She was a lady, elegant and she also possesed that certain aura of class. She only lived for her children and loved ones.
a small town girl married at 18 with her fourth child with her last child
A tribute for a beautiful woman.
A tribute for a brilliant wife.
A tribute for a loving mother.
A tribute for an honest friend.
A tribute for a great grandmother.
A tribute for an amazing woman.
This is a tribute from a grieving granddaughter for her amazing grandmother.
♥ And Again
Thursday, October 23, 2008
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…i broke up with my boyfriend. for my own reasons. he said he doesn't read my blog anymore so maybe this is safe. this being me trying to voice out why. i guess you could say he really hurt me. he even gave me the reason that he didn't do it on purpose and he didn't realise i was being hurt. because he never realised. 80% of the relationship revolved around how he felt. hey, maybe it was my fault for not telling him how i felt. but when i finally did, he'd change ever so slightly then change back to his normal-self. saying he forgot what i wanted. he said he had trouble remembering minor things, things that weren't very important. so i guess what i wanted was never important. i really do love him, but i can't stand him anymore. i love being his friend but being his girlfriend suffocated me.And now I see it's you that's tearing me ensnaring meThis is me dying in your arms I cut you out now set me free
♥ Hey Emo
Friday, October 17, 2008
you've hurt me alot you know. and yet you've made me laugh as well.
but i need you to let me go. hey, maybe there's a girl out there who can actually cater to your every need.
she's not me.
i have my own head remember ? i remember our promise, it's forever ours.
but i can't keep letting you hurt me like this.
i am in love with you and will always be.
but you have to set me free. i'm a free bird.
you kept me in your cage for far too long. but like every bird,
i'll fly back to you if you let me go.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
i love children's imagination. i may be 15 but i still do have a very strong imagination. this, i've been told way too many times over the years. but yesterday, i was in my aunt's house for the Eid Mubarrak celebration. and i had to babysit for my cousin who just came back from London. she married an englishmen and have 3 boys, th oldest, 3, second, 2, and the last is only a few months old. so while my cousin took care of her baby, i had to take care of her two older ones.
they kept looking for a pirateship while staring at the wall. the little one kept pushing the pillows around and say he was hiding, the older following. they made me think of my childhood. how i used to hide away in my mum's closet in the old house and play out my own little adventure. now when you're older, you tend to forget the good times you had as a kid. but i've always had a big imagination
at least thats what my mum says