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Sunday, August 31, 2008

i went to my grandmum's fourth tahlil today. there was definitely alot more laughterthan the last three. mourning a death can really take it out of you. one part, me n Yana were hanging out in th room my grandmum used to sleep in with my cousin, Kak Tasha. we all talked about Tok and how much we missed her. after a while, Yana lay down on Tok's bed trying to catch her smell then Kak Tasha opened a closet and took out one of Tok's old nightgowns, the kind she always wore. it was black and purple. Kak Tasha smelled it then let us smell it. It still smelt of her. even after washing it. i took it then went around letting people smell it. then i finally took it and gave it to my mum.

Mum : Sha, you took it without permission kan ?
Me : yeap. hehe
Mum : tak baik tau.
Me : nobody can put a price on her memory.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Sharifah Azza : Lisha umur brapa ?
Sharifah Aleysha : Lima belas, tok.
Sharifah Azza : Oh, form three, Lisha ada PMR kan ?
Sharifah Aleysha : Yeap.
Sharifah Azza : Lisha blaja baik-baik tau. get good marks tau.
Sharifah Aleysha : OK tok, you rest la now, k ? Leysha jaga tok.


Me : Hello ?
Papa : *sniffs* Leysha, tok passed away, tell Yana ok.
Me : What ?! Pa, are you serious ? jangan tipu pa.
Papa : *sniffs* Uhm, yea, she passed away.
Me : Pa, you okay ?
Papa : Yea, i'm fine. just sad for my mother la.
Me : Ok pa.
Papa : I'll call you later, k baby ?
Me : Sure, daddy.


Tok, Leysha minta maaf kalau pernah menyakitkan hati Tok. I love you Tok. I can't wait to see you again. I'll miss hugging you. And how you would marah Papa for fun. I didn't know what to do. Leysha tau gelak je. Cause i know, i'll miss seeing you smiling back at me.
Sharifah Azza Al Fada'ak
30 Oct 1925/26 - 25 Aug 2008

Friday, August 22, 2008

a) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
d) Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
we all live beneath the sea
Song: Yellow Submarine by The Beatles

2. How would you describe yourself?
But don't stop if I fall and don't look back
Song: Hang Em' High by My Chemical Romance

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Your tongue, your eyes, your lies, they do decieve you
Song: When Darkness Falls by Killswitch Engage

4. How do you feel today?
But I'm afraid we're searching for things we'll never find
Song: Someday by The Perishers

5. What is your life's purpose?
Maafkan aku
Song: Demi Waktu by Ungu

6. What is your motto?
Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll
Song: Ex's and Oh's by Atreyu

7. What do your friends think of you?
Bringing back more than a memory
Song: Chariot by Gavin Degraw

8. What do you think of your parents?
And I, never wanna say goodbye
Song: Lips of an Angel by Hinder

9. What do you think about very often?
Brace yourself for love, sweet love, secret love.
Song: Secret Valentine by We The Kings

10. What is 2+2?
I can't force these eyes to see the end
Song: Hallelujah by Paramore

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Sitting out dances on the wall
Song: 7 Minutes in Heaven by Fall Out Boy

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.
Song: Everything We Had by The Academy Is...

13. What is your life?
I could only sing you sad songs
Song: I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About by Mayday Parade

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
king spreads his genocidal wings
Song: Pull Harder on The Strings of Martyr

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, the shadow in the background of the morgue, the unsuspecting victim of darness in the valley, we can live like Jack and Sally if u want, where you can always find me and we'll have Halloween on Christmas, and in the night, we'll wish this never ends
Song: I Miss You by Blink 182

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
You'd better come, come, come, come to me
Song: I Found a Reason by Cat Power

17. What will they play at your funeral?
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
Song: A Little Piece of Heaven by Avenged Sevenfold

18. What is your hobby/interest?
I'll kiss you violently, violently
Song: Violent Kiss by Eyes Set To Kill

19. What is your biggest fear?
Fear is how i fall
Song: Crawling In The Dark by Linkin Park

20. What is your biggest secret
They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies
Song: Crushcrushcrush by Paramore

21. What do you think of your friends?
i know now, your my only hope
Song: Only Hope by Switchfoot

22. What will you post this as?
Your the only place that feels like home
Song: I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me by Fall Out Boy

To FuiRon
Sunday, August 17, 2008

i am asking you for a favour
more of a warning
asking you to never hurt her
cause i can easily give you a beating.
don't you dare be such a coward
don't you dare walk away again
just put your best foot forward
or i'll have you slain.
i really don't like you
because your a cowardly loser
you'd better take good care of Hachi
and say sorry to HER.
i'm sorry to Didi
because she loves you so
goodbye sissy
i doubt your any worth talking to.

chicks before dicks

boys are so not worth your friendships, someone makes a mistake, forgive them
you make a mistake, say your sorry until your out of breath
friends fight but we always end up holding hands when we're nervous
hugging each other when we're excited
running to each other for help
crying on each others shoulders
i miss when we would all hang out and laugh
instead of hating and acting tough
i hold no sides
they both need to grow up
this, because i love them so
they're just gonna be even more hurt
if they don't learn to leave and let go

friends forever, XOXO

i miss them
Wednesday, August 13, 2008

i feel weak.
and my body shakes.
i fall to the floor.
and my bones ! they break !
i can not breathe
my mind is blank
as i heave and heave !
i can't see anything
its too dark out
i hear guns firing
as th noise slowly drums out.

Bye Adam, good luck tau !
Bye Mukhlis, i'll miss you.

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