♥ Meilleur Ami, S'il Vous Plait ?
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
For you who don't understand, my title means "Best Friends, Please ?" in french. so of course this post is going to be about a best friend. after i read Jazel's blog, it kinda hit me, hard. then she told me to write it down. so thats what i'm going to do.I've had a few bstfrnds in my life. my first, was a boy in tadika but we ended up in different primary schools. then, a girl from std 1 to std 3 bt we went to different classes and she became a prefect while i became a troublemaker. then, in std 3, i met my longest bstfrnd to date. by this year, we've been bstfrnds for 5 years. we've had fights but they were the petty kind people tend to forget. and we did. but growing up and high school changed all that. we went into different classes, obviously making different friends. but we did promise each other to meet up at breaktime. the promise, we kept. after a while i started hanging out with my new frnds and her. they accepted her easily bt it took her a while.But after a while, she started to say things behind my back. bad things. like, "i was a bitch for ignoring her for my new frnds". "i changed for the utmost worst". of course i'm hurt as hell by this. because i dnt ever recall me leaving her as much as she left me. and if i changed for the worst why wouldnt she tell me to my face. but being me, i kept quite. then one day in school, she shouts at me in front of evrybody. saying i'm irritating, that i'm a bitch and a hor. i didnt knw what to say so i just kept quite. i'm not the kind that cries but when you hear your bstfrnd say stuff like that. you tend to hurt, alot. so when i went home, i cried. but being me it wasnt much. after that everything went back to normal. i kept my mouth shut for at least another year.This year started out all right, we ended up in different classes again. but somehow we tried to make it better. but it never worked. after a while, i started avoiding her. i knew it was wrong but at the time it was all i wanted to do. soon, she noticed this and we finally had the biggest fight. i knew it wouldnt be the same after that. we'd still be friends but not anything like what we used to be.so to you,i'll miss you,and the times we had,when i had yr back,and you had mine,when we'd beat up the boys together,when we finally fell,and to you,i ask for forgiveness,for the times i wasnt there,and for the times i let you down,to you,i forgive you,wether you want it or not,but i'll miss you.au' revoir meilleur ami
