Shoes and Blues

♥ Memories of Her

Sunday, August 31, 2008

i went to my grandmum's fourth tahlil today. there was definitely alot more laughterthan the last three. mourning a death can really take it out of you. one part, me n Yana were hanging out in th room my grandmum used to sleep in with my cousin, Kak Tasha. we all talked about Tok and how much we missed her. after a while, Yana lay down on Tok's bed trying to catch her smell then Kak Tasha opened a closet and took out one of Tok's old nightgowns, the kind she always wore. it was black and purple. Kak Tasha smelled it then let us smell it. It still smelt of her. even after washing it. i took it then went around letting people smell it. then i finally took it and gave it to my mum.

Mum : Sha, you took it without permission kan ?
Me : yeap. hehe
Mum : tak baik tau.
Me : nobody can put a price on her memory.