Shoes and Blues

♥ Ku Ketinggalan Zaman

Saturday, September 27, 2008

it's been sometime now, since what's ever happened.

and yet, things get harder by the day.

i'm happy now.

but once in a while, my head wanders off to where we were once standing. crying and shouting trying to prove ourselves.

is it selfish if i end up doing something for myself ? just this once ?

i miss so many and so much.

sshh, my cries are silent for you.

so if you keep talking, you won't hear me anymore.

i can't remember the last time you stopped complaining and i stopped pretending.

you pushed me on the swings but i fell, you didn't hear me !

i said i'm not ready !

cant you hear me, i'm sorry, your too busy talking.

don't worry i'll be quiet now, but not for long.

i'm not HER, or THEM, i'm ME

so deal with it.

my hearts stopped beating because you held on too tight again.