Shoes and Blues

♥ And Again

Thursday, October 23, 2008

It’s a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake

Think I forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you're just a boy

You don’t understand

How it feels to love a girl

Someday you’ll wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her

You don’t care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you've taken her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy…

i broke up with my boyfriend. for my own reasons. he said he doesn't read my blog anymore so maybe this is safe. this being me trying to voice out why. i guess you could say he really hurt me. he even gave me the reason that he didn't do it on purpose and he didn't realise i was being hurt. because he never realised. 80% of the relationship revolved around how he felt. hey, maybe it was my fault for not telling him how i felt. but when i finally did, he'd change ever so slightly then change back to his normal-self. saying he forgot what i wanted. he said he had trouble remembering minor things, things that weren't very important. so i guess what i wanted was never important. i really do love him, but i can't stand him anymore. i love being his friend but being his girlfriend suffocated me.

And now I see it's you that's tearing me ensnaring me
This is me dying in your arms I cut you out now set me free