♥ Honestly
Thursday, November 20, 2008
i seriously don't get what's the point of having a blog if you don't exactly write what you want because you want to seem nice. it's too fake for me. i know my family members read my blog which is why it's kind of odd for me to write my feelings. everybody expects me to write sweet things about everything and anyone, i happen to not give a shit about. so from now on, i swear i will write whatever i feel. nicely or not.
so here goes,
i think your an asshole. you definitely think more about yourself than anyone else. my friends are everything to me so get over it if they are just taking care of me. at least somebody does. you keep saying i changed. so what ? you say you love me. so if i change won't you love me no matter what ? i sure as hell do. so stop wasting my time.
i think your a loser. not a bitch, your just way too sweet. i'm glad your over everything that happened because i sure as hell am tired of listening to everybody ask me dumbass questions. btw, there are no sides to this. everybody got hurt and everybody made mistakes. you could have pretended to care and wait a little longer but hey that's your problem.
i think your an idiot. if you really don't like me say it to my face. i can handle shit. just don't waste my time, smiling at my face then going behind my back talking ass about me. complain all you want. about everything and nothing. if you really think he's perfect go for it.
so to who it may concern,
this is me telling you that i don't hate you, i don't hate anyone. i've already forgiven you even if you think there's no need for that. but if you do get on my nerves ever again, it will hurt.
i don't give a rat's ass about what anybody thinks. because i'm a bitch and in Pawan's words
" i am what i am "
and i'm alot better at being me than anybody else
thanks
