♥ Friends
Saturday, December 20, 2008
i miss my girls. i seriously feel so lonely right now. sometimes i actually dislike my family for making me this unhappy and i'm not talking about the grounded crap. i've gotten accustomed to that. i just feel like nobody from my family understands me and no one i know, knows me. at times, i just need my girls. i feel so down, it's amazing. having the band is great but i need to unwind with my girls. like girl-talk and gossiping.
Pei Wen seems to have her new friends. Shasha doesn't even call or message anymore, i miss her so much la. Vee's been busy with her friends from Australia, who are her childhood friends so whatever. plus, i haven't even seen Sophie since the PMR After Party. i even miss Jeanny which sucks.
i guess i just feel left out. like when i read Vee or Pawan's blog. it's all about how they went out and stuff. and i just get real jealous. especially when the other day, me and my girls were supposed to watch a movie but Pawan had cheer camp, Vee ended up going with her childhood friends because her dad doesn't really like me or something, i'm not sure. and Shasha didn't even reply. Deedee's been busy with her own world so i guess i'll see her next month.
i just miss my girls.