with everything going on right now, i thought i might as well start documenting my life. just in case i think of suicide. KIDDING !

right now, i just feel like there's no one there for me. even my girls don't understand what i'm going through. because it's just so complicated. i can't even begin to explain it to myself. my family is going through it's own problems. with Kak Leya's twins coming in and Kak Nani moving out and all.

so maybe, the diary will help me out. hopefully it would be a lot easier than my blog. i'm going to make sure NOBODY reads it. it will be my little sanctuary from all the chaos.