Shoes and Blues

♥ Faith

Saturday, January 31, 2009

every night, right before i go to sleep, i'll pray. asking Allah for forgiveness and thanking Him. it is very calming when you know there's always something watching over you. i make mistakes like every other human being, but i take comfort in the fact that Allah is there.

i'm at the point in life, where i haven't thought everything through. i'm still figuring everything out. and having something true always makes it easier.

Tok Wan, my mother's father, is getting weaker by the day. hopefully he won't leave so soon. i couldn't bear the thought. especially after Tok's passed away. i miss her terribly. but i do know that she's peaceful, where ever she is.

people used to ask me, whether i believed in god. i could never give them a straight enough answer, when the only thing i would say " Yes."

Kak Leya told me a story about me when i was little. apparently i spent my days staring at the Quran, smiling and laughing, clapping my hands as if someone was putting on a show. i'd have a huge fit if they took me somewhere else, or turned me around.

so yes, God is a very big part of my life.