Shoes and Blues

♥ No More

Sunday, January 4, 2009

i leaned on the wall hugging my legs to my chest when he let me go. he hugged me so tightly, it hurt. i pulled away when he tried to hold my hand. i kept my head down, to hide my tears. he kept saying he was sorry but i just couldn't take it anymore. the burning hate i had overwhelmed me. i just needed to get off of this roller-coaster ride.

i cried so much in my room, it hurt my eyes. i just wanted to punch something. i could hear my mother calling, her banging on the door. but i just couldn't do anything. i was just so fed up. i think i scared her. sister tried calming me down, asking what was wrong. but i couldn't say.

because that was when i knew i was done.