Shoes and Blues

♥ Why ?

Monday, January 26, 2009

God, i'm so angry. i just want to scream my lungs out. i want to throw things. i want to break things. how could he do that ? threatening me with his life ?! he doesn't fucking love me ! he WANTS to see me miserable and unhappy ! how dare he do that, with my whole family in the house ?! i eat with that fucking knife, the selfish bastard.

what the fuck did i do to deserve all this ? was i that bad of a girlfriend ? he made me cry, again ! why can't he just leave me alone ?! do i have to kill myself ? he is sooo full of shit ! he doesn't love me ! what does he want ? fuck ! he's such a hypocrite !

what's the point ? he's cheated on me, pretended i wasn't there, made me feel like i was nothing, he's done so much that i can't even list any down !

how is it he can help every other girl out there, but that hypocritical, lying piece of shit can't help me. he's not worth it. i hate him. i don't even love him anymore which is a big up. i hate him.

i hate you Ku Azfarhadi. and this is your loss, big time.