i open my eyes, "i'm awake ?", i think. i get up and look around my dark room. i switch off my tv and walk into the toilet. i take a long, overdued look in the mirror at myself. wow, that really shook me. i look closer, and my eye bags don't surprise me.


"baby !", i hear someone calling out to me. i turn around and there he is. he opens his arms out to me but i don't run to him. i will myself to turn around and run but i won't, i can't. my legs are stuck and i can't run anywhere. he inches closer and i fall into his arms. he hugs me, tight. and i cry. just what i needed i guess. he kisses my forehead and tells me he loves me. i keep quite and i hear him laugh. i laugh with him, just what i needed. he lifts me up and i hug his neck, we're laughing all this while. he puts me down, kisses me on the forehead, then turns back and starts walking. i call out to him, he turns around and there he is. whoever he is.


"Leysha !", papa screams. time to wake up i guess.