i put on my black tank top and i'm ready to go. i reach out for the doorknob but my hand stops short. i fall onto my knees, i'm sweating profusely. i can't breathe. i try to scream for help but i know no one will hear me. so many images are running through my head.

"what's going on?!", i keep asking myself.

i feel so hopeless. i start to cry. i cry and cry until i'm out of tears.

"Arghh!!", i scream.

i can't take it. i'm dumbfounded. so many feelings, so many emotions. so i just sit on my floor thinking. i know this is going to hurt, badly. but i'm glad.


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