my dad is being a stubborn prick and now i can't go out cause, why ? i have to study. unfair how he doesn't see me studying so it's embedded in his head that i don't. and the fact that Kak Leya and Kak Nani didn't go, so he lost all hope in us. so now i have to work extra hard so my dad would "invest" in my studies. so mak says.

but i wanted to go to charm ! i miss cheer, i didn't go last week cause i was in Melbourne. and now, i can't go for no bloody reason. i can only go out for tuition and school and oh ! family stuff. that's bullshit, i can't go out to study but i can go out anytime with the family and studying wouldn't be much kan ?

whatever, i still have my guitar and my laptop. thank god.

ohh yeah, white person. what do you want me to write about you ?