it's been weird lately. it doesn't rain in the day, just at night or in the morning and when it rains, it rains cats and dogs. but it's so calming to me. i could just drift away into my own little world, fucked up as it may be. the thunder sends shudders down my spine but i like it, it gives me a sense of living. and being afraid of thunder, to me, is just real weird. i mean, lightning, i get it. but thunder ?

i hung out at Vee's place just now for Diwali. which was so much fun. i hung out with Choo alot. seeing as i barely lepak with him nowadays. we just sat down, listening to music and he told me all his girl problems, as usual.

Lee has been pretty distant from me. and i feel bad. am i too mean to him or something ?

it's 4.30 in the morning and it hurts. something in me hurts. and i can't put my finger on it. i can't really figure this feeling out.


Khai, honey in my post is just a calling. even if it meant something.
Sha, i know right ? sayang gila.
White guy, i'm still just figuring out what to write.