wow, it's 6.42 and i'm officially effed. my whole body is just tired. woke up at 6.30 when Mahesh called. abangku bermasalah. oh wells. i slept at 7.30 last night. just couldn't sleep. me and Yana skyped since i was in Mak's room and she in Kak Nani's. until about 7. then i tossed and turned for half an hour and finally went to sleep.

Mak woke me up at 2 to take my meds, but i thought since it was such a nice Saturday, i wouldn't give an eff and i went back to sleep. had the weirdest of dreams, as usual.

checked my facebook and he messaged me asking me how i was *giggles*. i don't like him, it just feels good to have someone who wants to take care of you.

i want my girls ! jesus, i'm just so lifeless without em. i miss them so much lah ! Pei Wen more cause i haven't seen the bitch for how long. Vee, don't want jealous, i miss you too. i wonder what they'll be doing tomorrow ? *evil laughs*

you know what i wanna do ? of course not, but imma tell you anyways.
i wanna go far far away. okay, maybe not far, FAR away, just as far as i can go. Penang sounds like fun en ? or maybe Genting ? oooh, i haven't been there since i was a lil kid. now the question is, my parents. depa bagi tak ?

i might be able to go to London. all i need is the money. so yeah. cause Kak Nani will be there with Gavin, i can go in January or something. i really wanna go ! hmmph. i guess i don't really care about the place, just anywhere but here.