i can't stop thinking of what is to happen. just woke up so my mind is buzzing uncontrollably. Mak doesn't want me sleeping like this, but i can't help it. i feel scarily alone. as if no one can touch me. i miss my bestie, Si Pawan tu. but she's at her camp thingie. oh my god, i haven't seen her since when lah.

i wanna take pictures. i miss taking pictures, obviously. i think i might go around taking pictures of the various christmas decorations. oooh, that does sound like fun.

my king is coming to me in a bit. hope he's not too angry.

man, i am so hungry,