i guess i should delete my chatbox. i mean it's funny and all but it's getting a little too irritating. but i'll just leave it and give a thought. it's quite interesting that i must have made a big impact on these people to hate me that much. i mean, i don't even know any of them.

oh wells, i shall deal. at least i still have my friends who love me and care about me. the people on my chatbox will just disappear far away into my memory one day. and maybe, they hate that fact, which is why they keep saying meaner and meaner things.

i'll let Allah judge me. even if they want to, i'll just hear what they have to say. just know that, when we die, nobody's opinion or judgment matters. only Allah's. i just don't get why you guys have to be so angry and bitter, need a hug ?


and don't be mean to my friends or family, please ? kacau i as much as you want. it does hurt me, so it will be enough.

i'm not going to say anything else. because it'll just make me as low as them. besides, i'm not as bored anyways. just wanted to add that, if you guys are to judge me, at least get to know me properly. with everything you guys said, i can't possibly ask for anything more. but hey, i won't judge you guys. but thanks. i'll try to be a better person.