i got a call from Dee early when i woke up. i missed most of her calls when i was babysitting. but i ran up when i heard my phone ring again. i picked it up and i knew already. so i asked Mak, and she let me go to her house. Kak Leya sent me, after 2 and a half hours of me waiting in an office. but yeah, she sent me.

i reached her house and her dad let me in. i said hi to the mum when she was in the kitchen. i have no idea why, but it felt good to see the parents again. maybe cause they looked real happy. they looked purely and genuinely happy.

so spent half the day with Dee. and yes, i had a blast. she needed me and when i got there, i needed her too. so good to talk to her finally. her house is huge ! looks small from the outside but when i walked in, i was like, whoa ?

all we did was talk. just talked and talked and it felt real good. i missed her alot.

she's unhappy but at least she knows that i'll be here for her whenever she needs me. hearing her talk made me realise, how thankful i should be. emo as i am, i am thankful.