my eyes hurt. i don't get it. i slept at like 12 and i woke up at 5. i mean, what in the world is going on here ?! i'm so tired. i really wanna go back to sleep but my body doesn't seem interested in that.

i've been pretty busy nowadays. with all kinds of bullshit. my mind spins a lot. causing me to snap at friends or just not talk for some time. i don't get it. i've become so mean, i gotta stop. somebody even said i might just need a shrink. but they said they were gonna help. guess not, huh ?

New Years soon. how you guys celebrating it ?