hello reindeer !

yes, i can't sleep. working has made my sleep cycle totally wack ! my brain is literally going to explode and ooze out of my ears soon. good to know that work will soon be over and i can get back to my life with friends and family.

can you imagine ? i haven't eaten dinner with my family in how long. it's a real weird feeling. i keep missing dinner by 8 hours. so tyeah.

i miss cheer, that is a for sure. we might be entering C3 this year, dance section. we thought of entering stunts but then thinking back, wa malas ! we're in the midst of choreographing everything. so far though, it's been fun. the six of us.

valentine's day is coming up and so far, it's all anybody can talk about. people are making plans and thinking of ways to be extra sweet and well, i'm stumped. last year, i went out with my bitchasses but this year, i'm not really in the festive love making mood. i honestly don't remember the valentine days with Eddy, which is weird.

oh ! have you heard ? Eddy and I are officially on speaking terms. we even hang out once in a blue moon when we're kinda forced to but no worries, we're a-okay.

Yana keeps wanting me to get a guy. she keeps saying i don't know how to take advantage of being single. truth is, i do. i just don't wanna end up in a relationship i don't really want. she keeps making me go for these guys who i really can't fit with but i know she just wants the best for me.

but whatever it is, i am queen of my heart and maybe, somebody else'.