♥ A Subtle Kind Of Pain That Keeps Me From Sleep
Saturday, March 27, 2010

i can't sleep again,
come to think of it, i don't remember any time when i could just put my head on a pillow and drift off. even if i am extremely tired, i still linger before sleep just thinking and sooner or later i'll finally fall asleep. but now it seems that it becomes later than ever. and i can't stand it.
i just realised how weird my dreams are. i seem to dream of a certain guy. and he keeps coming back in my dreams. seriously ! he comes back and most of my dreams are of us in different places doing all kinds of stuff.
i hate little immature fucks. god man. grow the fuck up. i am so done with that kind of bullshit. just nak budget power lebih. and they still have the nerve to act and look all cool about it. but then when you look at them, they don't even dare to look you in the eye.
i don't wanna fight ! please stop being so mean. it's so unfair on so many levels and i get it, your pissed, but that doesn't help.
i love
you.