my head hurt *rubs head*


i kinda wish i had my own lullaby guy who was in love with me and all he had to do was sing me a different lullaby every night, so i'll be able to sleep easy and quickly.

you know what's funny ? it's that sometimes i wonder why i stay up at night until god knows what time and just think about everything. i think about the future and how i'm trying hard as i may to make sure it happens. then i think about my past and i feel like there are absolutely no regrets i could possibly have.

i hated today. today was real mean to me. and i don't even know. hopefully tomorrow will wake me up with a big warm hug. this family irritates. i love them, but family's aren't supposed to treat each other like that. but then again, maybe they are.

all i really wanted was to see a face but that's never going to happen. i mean, you're busy, i know. how come i gotta wait until you're willing when sometimes you practically force me to do something i obviously do not want to do. i don't i guess i'm tired. tired of all this bullshit.

i'm mentally and physically tired. help ?