i don't seem to comprehend just exactly what happened.

but i guess i'll have to get up and start moving forward. it was so weird. i can't believe you actually did it. oh well, i have my own life to live anyways.

hey guys, do me a favour ? don't ever call me pretty. not even beautiful. i can't take that kind of bullshit anymore. fine, you can call me pretty but don't try to convince me that i'm the prettiest girl you know cause i know that's just a crock of shit.

i don't get it. i seriously don't. it's weird. all this suddenly happening. you know how you get a toy and you end up really loving it then your parents just yanking it away. at least a warning of something would have been good.

i spend my school days rather lonely in class. i miss Harith. i don't get why we're not talking. we were just fine before. now we don't even look at each other. i guess i'll just have to cope.

my heart is literally spilling out onto my shirt. i think too much and now i'm feeling a little too much which is never good. Choo and Ariff want me to stop but how do i explain to them exactly how hard that is. it just makes me feel better. i'm sorry i just can't help it. notice the long sleeves ?