♥ It Was Written In Blood, On A Fucking Suicide Note
Thursday, April 15, 2010

ahh, it's days like these that i'm slowly becoming more confident when thinking about living my life on my own. spent almost the whole day out. got the uniforms for cheer down and we even got our ribbons. they're just oh-so-pretty.
went to Pei Wen's place and slept -.- yes, i know. what a way to spend with your friends. her dad came home so i went into her room and slept while she bathed then she sent me home.
malam went out to safa with Vee, Lee and Tana. even hung out with Fatin, Dinah, Tun, Mirmir, and Syafiq. which was a ball. i forgot how much fun i had with them. we exchanged numbers so we're definitely gonna be hanging out more.
last day of the week tomorrow. this week passed by quite fast for me really. i didn't even remember some of the things i did properly. i guess it was because i was looking forward to something. to going online and seeing you there. but i guess, that's gotta stop.
i'm getting stronger now. i know i am. i haven't cried in months which normally, is a good thing for me. i didn't even cry when i found out. which was weird because i was expecting myself to. and trust me, it's not that i don't want to. it's just that i can't.
one day, i'll leave all our memories behind, but before that, i gotta make sure that we'll both be strong enough. so tell me what you want and i'll try. i'll try for
you.