best friends are seriously all i really need right now. and i've known this all along but now i'm quite sure that even if i'm never with anybody, i'm going to be very happy anyways. i mean, what's life without people to fuck it up with.

i honestly thank god everyday for everything he has ever given me and everything he will. so, so far life is pretty good for.

Tana and Choo took such good care of me. even though i didn't really need it, they still had my back. which is definitely why i absolutely love them so much. you can't possibly ask for more than that. Tana told me he loved me ! as a friend, of course. and i thought i was gonna start bawling or something cause Tana is never that affectionate.

Choo and i talked about what we were both going through then he held my face and told me something that i'll remember for the rest of my life and i know he will too.

i am an extremely lucky girl and hopefully i don't forget that. oh yeah, i'm back. not quite there yet but i'm home.