it's raining and i miss the beach.

my head really is all over the place at this very moment. no idea why though. can't really put my finger on it. but everybody's been really nice with helping me out.

had Add Maths exam just now. practically died. no idea what i was trying to do. could do some questions but i have a feeling i still won't be passing anytime soon. since i was barely awake and i can barely remember anything.

i'm really into the band Eisley right now. i really wanna jamm their songs. just waiting for a good time to start a band and all. i do have a my major exam this year after all. but you guys should totally listen to them. they're real calming and sweet.

"because i have you. i want you."

sounds kinda like a line from a movie kan ? yeahh, but people actually say these things to me. weird huh ? totally caught me off guard.

you might not have realised this but when you said that, my breath caught. i didn't know how to react. it was weird being that intimate and it was real sweet. but i was just mostly shocked at how honest you were.

i don't even read your blog anymore. i know you don't read mine. and it's been so long. so maybe this won't hurt as much.