because my heart was torn apart a long time ago and you used really cheap excuses as glue.

went to this Kursus Kerjaya thing in Kelana Jaya today so skipped most of school. everybody was pretty giddy about it. saw a few people i knew there too. people from other schools and all. so many people. like seriously.

i think i honestly found my match. it's gonna be Sunway next year for me. they have everything i want but i wanted to take a double major but they don't have that so the lady suggested either Monash or i go abroad. so i'm thinking abroad. if i take up Psychology in Sunway, i'll have a route into America. Michigan to be precise which sounds pretty cool.

i'm going crazy for Mayday Parade and Copeland. so soothing and calming. rindu i. a lot of their songs i kind of grew up to. so they're a real big part in my life. but i have to admit, i need something new. something to blow my heart open.