because that's all i need, a shoulder to lean on, a hope to feed on.

i think that's what we all seriously need. something's wrong with me and my family sees it. maybe something big is going to happen or maybe not. i always end up like this when i think too much or when i daydream a lot.

i'm a dreamer, you must realise that. i have been all my life. days spent staring into the great blue sky, nights spent staring at my ceiling and car rides spent staring out the window. weird habit of mine but i've been doing that since i was a kid. i forever stare out the window even if i sit in the middle. just who i am i guess. just what i love.

have you guys ever seen a shooting star ? i have and i didn't wish for anything. Hayley Williams would be pretty pissy if she heard i did that but at that very moment i didn't know what to wish for. so all i did was close my eyes and replayed the moment in my head over and over so i wouldn't forget.

i'm listening to Framing Hanley a lot now. they're pretty darn good and they're hot so, BINGO. and the weird part is i found them on Tumblr. maybe Tumblr is better than i thought. especially if they post about a hardcore band.

maybe right now, i'm exactly where i want to be. somewhere between happy and confused. i guess i made it clear but i don't wanna waste this away. everybody seems pretty convinced, now all that's left is us. so what now ? i don't wanna fall again.