because you pain me, the very thought of you pains me.

imma go bathe soon but i thought i might as well blog before i do since my brain feels like it's about to spill over. my hair takes a seriously long time to get wet and to dry. annoyance but i do love my mane so can't do much about it. wanted to go give it a good cut but then Mum and Kak Leya fell asleep which sucks deep.

i guess you guys have officially met my best friend. yeahh, she's a bit on the coocoo side but she's mine. i love her so. it was real sweet of her to help me with my fuck up and thank god she was there to make it all better again. thanks Vee. love you !

i don't think i'm in love anymore and i know i've said it a million times but back then i wanted it to happen but now i'm actually afraid that it is happening. it actually is. and i don't get how it can. it's weird. i don't like this feeling much but at the same time i'm loving it.

i had the weirdest dream the other night. it was all mediocre until the very end when i saw a familiar face and he hugged me. felt like he was going to leave me and then the alarm rang and i practically jumped out of my skin. i like my dreams sometimes. they seem to comfort my inner being with pretty pictures and odd stories.

i'm going through my SPM trials and they're going pretty good so far. only cause it's only been the languages so far. i wrote a weird ass story for my English paper. about a girl who was all about fire who could shoot fire through the tips of her fingers and toes. she joins the circus and falls in love but the ringmaster gets jealous and kills her lover, so she burns the circus down.

i can practically smell the irony.