because you shouldn't use love against someone, ever.

have you guys ever lost the love of your life ? the one person you see day and night ? the person you hold at night, the person who makes you laugh and cry, the one you don't regret anything when you're with them ? it's just a question and thank God, i've never had that happen to me but i know someone who has had that happen to them.

he's Tan Yew Leong, my daddy. Arwah Mak's husband. she left just like that and i remember when she left, he was so distraught, he could barely even control himself. i remember thinking, wondering what that feeling would be like. God willing, i'll never have to have that happen to me.

this is just a post for my daddy. i don't think i'll ask him to read this but this is just so everybody else knows how much he means to me, though i don't seem to have the time to see him. he's such a strong man and every time i see him, he never fails to give me a big smile and his best hugs. he really is a wonderful man.

i saw a picture of him and Mak on their wedding day once, and i think it was one of the most amazing pictures i had ever seen. it was so beautiful, though simple but just by looking at it, you could feel their happiness. i'm so sorry for your loss, daddy.

Happy Birthday.