well i do seem desperate for a few good times.

school officially ended today, although i didn't go. but i did go yesterday to get my slip and for the class party. after 11 years of schooling and waking up at 6 in the morning, it's all over. no more unnecessary screaming in my ears and no more sleeping on my desk. no more books to keep under the table, no more teachers to piss off.

it was a weird feeling, knowing i'm leaving this safe environment for the world ahead. but it's also really exciting. high school taught me a lot. the friends who matter, the people who care, the things to say and the hopes to avoid. but i don't think i learned as much from school as i did from the people i've met. school sucked, but i am most definitely gonna miss it.

SPM is in less than a week and all i'm concentrating on is studying, though things have come in my way. it's so weird to have it be so close to the date when i've been wondering about it ever since i started high school. what's it like ? how's it going to end ?

i've lost and gained some friends from my high school experience. some i've had for more than a decade, some who mean more to me than life itself, and some i couldn't possibly live without. i've made a home here and though it gets cold sometimes, i'll always be ready to come home and put my feet up. to just stop thinking and relax.