i don't dream often, that's why they scare me.

we were in the car going somewhere and you were driving. it was cold for some reason but i didn't wanna put a jacket on. then you took my hand and held it tight. trying to keep me warm. your hand's warmth filled my body and i was nothing but comfortable. we stopped at a stoplight and you turned and stared at me. i kept wondering why until it turned green. and you slowly started driving again. there was a weird feeling in my gut. the music was on loud playing a familiar song. then suddenly everything stopped and you let go of my hand. i took a deep breath in and felt the warmth escape my body. i turned to you but you didn't look my way. then there it was, my stop. my destination and i was finally there. i got out of the car and watched you drive away for good.

it was weird, that dream. there was a familiar feeling in my gut when i woke up but it slowly went away. i guess it was just my head playing tricks on me again. but it was weird. it felt so real. all i could think of when i woke up was wondering where were you and why in the hell did i have that dream. but that's over now and i got over it.

"there, i just said it, i'm scared you'll forget about me."