we're finally here and there is nothing in our way.

though heartbreak came early this year for me. i have a good feeling, this will be one of the best years of my life. you know what they say, when you've finally hit rock bottom, the only other way to go is up. and that is exactly what i am planning on doing.

i'm gonna be 18 this year and i'm already having the best experiences of my life with all the people who truly matter to me. it feels so good to be free and yet still have that childlike innocence. everything seems to be so calm and planned out. as if we were planning for this year ever since we came into this world.

i'm not too worried about love just yet. i am only 18. so what if it hurts and i wanna punch him in the face. i couldn't care less about the jackass. at least not for this year because this year, it's gonna be all about me. me and my family. me and my friends. me and the start of an amazing journey.

so i got my ticket to MGMT already and yes, i think this would be the best year to be 18. with all the gigs happening this year. they couldn't have planned it better. and soon i'll be buying my ticket for Asking Alexandria. and i can't wait to have the time of my life with me friends.

this is it. we talked about it ever since we started school when we were 7 and now, 9 whole years later, we're finally enjoying it. we're finally getting ready to taste this amazing feeling we've heard so many talk about and so many others wish they had. i'm not gonna waste this year on stupid heartaches. or even ridiculous fights with people i don't know.

i'm gonna have me a ball thanks. i'm gonna dance till the sun comes up and i'm gonna take all kinds of pictures. i'm gonna forget all the ridiculous pain and rejoice about my youth. i'm gonna thank Allah for giving me the opportunity to be able to experience this and i will hold my head up high and go crazy. besides, i've always been crazy. at least now, i won't have to hide it just as much.