Day Ten


Ten Secrets

i'm going to celebrate Valentine's Day alone, since a really long time ago and i've never felt lonelier.

i once spent a New Years in a foetal position behind my couch crying my eyes out because the loud noises of the fireworks on the TV freaked the hell out of me and i had no idea what was happening to me.

my parents call me Tate. it's a baby name we all have but mine's real weird since my name is Leysha and Tate is far from it.

i manipulate people to my own benefit very well. i know what makes them tick and what they want and use it to my advantage. but i don't do it as often now.

i convinced Yana she was adopted when we were younger.

i have a limited group of friends i actually trust. i've seen too many come and go and some have even left some of their cutlery in my back so now i've gotten used to zoning out and not really let people in.

i do this thing where i makes stories out of real life situations i've been in and almost everybody i know has been a victim to my imagination.

i have suicidal tendencies but i am getting better.

i wasn't able to read or write until i was 8. i kept 'forgetting' how to. but one day i picked up a book and never stopped. now, i can even write cursive, though not very good.

i'm scared you might actually love her more than you ever loved me.