these were ours in the first place.

so Valentine's Day came and left and i gotta say it was the best one for me so far. i spent it with the people that mattered and nothing went wrong. it was a darn good day. and the good feelings just seemed to spread and stayed there the whole day.

had lunch with the parents then Ali and Bryan picked me up for OU so we could teman her have her break. hung out for a while then headed home. hung out at home then the boys left. after a quick nap i got ready and after we picked Ali up, off we went to Curve. Ali owed me dinner since he lost a bet. Yana tagged along and we ended up eating at Paddington House of Pancakes. Amanda and Eugene came after soon enough and after dinner, we headed to Herris where everybody else was waiting for us.

it was the best one in years, because although i didn't have a valentine, i did have my true loves. just hanging out, we got so much closer and we made it through the day without a scratch.

and the best part of the day ? i didn't miss him one bit because everything that ran through my head had something to do with you. that was it, all i wanted was you. and as odd as it sounds, i'm actually being honest. you helped me. though i am unfix-able, you tried.

and i seem to be falling into a pit of my own feelings, so i'm probably screwed. ah well. at least i can do it like a brother, do it like a dude.