it's like a roller coaster ride i might never get bored of.

i swear it felt like a dream, too good to be true. you were there and it was just the two of us. we talked and talked and you made me laugh like you always did. it was almost perfect. but we're not perfect so i guess we were pretty happy right where we were.

but here i am wondering about what's going to happen and how badly it's going to be for me if we ever do go far enough to fall in love. we just sat there staring at each other asking how we got here. to this very point.

it feels like what we said was so lame. i wanted to bang my head on my table repeatedly and i might have if you hadn't held on to me so tightly. how we talked made it sound so official but what i like most about this was that we don't expect anything out of this.

and there we were sitting outside of my house and i was watching the sky when you asked me, "you're going to hurt me, aren't you ?". and i just sat there thinking of what to say and without hesitation, i agreed. i might be going to but i sure as hell hope i don't.