and i seem to miss you,
more than i should,
more than i normally do,
more than i physically could,
you seem to live in my head,
you breathe in my memories,
and speak my thoughts.

he had me once,
he might have me forever,
i stopped breathing once,
when he said no longer,
and then he left,
leaving his footsteps in my memories,
his songs in my heart,
his face between the trees,
his goodbye attached to a dart.

i seem to miss him,
but need you,
nothing helps it seems,
if i knew what to do,
i'll never be able to love you,
more than he,
even if i wanted to,
it just can't be.