with my eyes closed as I lied,
I think something in me died,
was it the need to stay,
or the wanting to run away ?
the painful feeling doesn't seem to leave,
a hurtful sigh, I heave,
I wanted to hold your hands,
to kiss your cheek,
to meet your new friends,
and watch you sleep,
I swear,
this seems so surreal,
did that really happen,
is this really how I feel ?
I woke up to know you were no longer there,
I tried so hard to not care,
but I couldn't help it,
this too, I swear,
I cried for you,
I cried for me too,
with everything replaying in my head,
I just wanted to hold you tightly,
I only wanted you in my bed,
I won't forget,
I won't forget you,
I'll go on remembering you,
and one day,
when this is all over,
I'll finally hold you,
so much closer.