I remember when I saw you for the first time

you were laughing

sparkling like a new dime

I came over

"Hello, can you be mine?"

"Can you be mine?"

Happy two-year anniversary, Duckie. This year made me realise just how good you are to me. I can be a little over-bearing and I need to start understanding that you love me in your own way. Sometimes I don't really see it when you show it but looking back, you were the only one.

You're my boyfriend and my best friend, and as much as I hate to admit it to other people, I want to be all of yours for a long time. The things you do for me may seem very little to you but they're not to me. I really sayang you and I want us to make this work. It does get hard but after everything we've been through, I feel like now we can do absolutely anything.

I lie down on your lap while you do your work and all I can think is, if this works out, it would be that way. I can't sleep properly if you're not there and I don't know what it would be like if I had to find another because this works for me. You're just the kind of man I want to be with. Someone who takes care of me, someone who can deal with me, someone who I hurt just as much as he hurts me.